Is It Your Destiny If It Is Expected of You? - Rejecting your pre-designed life path, but still searching by Enyjé Sandoz
You ever wake up one day, and suddenly everything looks and feels different? This distinction isn’t just in the external world but also in your internal world—you see things differently, you think differently, and overall, you are just different. One might argue that the external changes are a reflection of your inner changes, but point being—shit is just different. This has been me since May 26, 2021—also known as my 20th birthday. Something about that day seemed different like suddenly the past 19 years and the person I was for those 19 years (or 20 years according to the new phenomenon that the age you turn on birthday is the year you just completed, not the year you are starting) just suddenly vanished, and I had a blank slate—just minus the tools to navigate it. Now, I could chalk it up to the Super Full Moon Eclipse in Sagittarius occurring on that day, but then again… four years later, and here I am still feeling that dissonance—not necessarily disassociation, ...
